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Last Along the Climbing Way
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Front pages
LARRY EUGENE MEREDITH
AND OTHER CREEKS
THIRTEEN STORIES OF HOPE AND HOPE LOST
2003
Copyright 1961. 1962, 1964, 1965, 1966, 1967, 2001, 2003, 2005, 2008
by Larry E. Meredith
Cover Photograph and Design by L. E. Meredith © 2005, 2008
Photograph on Page 136 by Mildred Meredith © 2008
WORD COUNT: 30,464
To Frank, Joe, Teri & Tracey
For hearing the tales and supporting the teller.
O ye, beneath life's crushing load,
Whose forms are bending low,
Who toil along the climbing way
With painful steps and slow,
Look now! for glad and golden hours
Come swiftly on the wing;
O rest beside the weary road
And hear the angels sing!
--It Came Upon a Midnight Clear
CURRENTS
WINTER
Child of Snow 10
Passing 21
Ground Dog Day 25
SPRING
To Steal an Apple 40
Portrait in the Park 46
Kaleidoscope 58
SUMMER
Day of the Roller Coaster 64
Henry 68
Pour Out Your Life at the Old German Tavern 80
AUTUMN
Brown II 95
Modesty
Terror and the Librarian 107
WINTER AGAIN
Along the Climbing Way 116
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Ground Dog Day
Read Aloud
February 2003
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Copyright 2003 by Larry E. Meredith
Child of Snow, Modesty, Pour Out Your Life at the Old German Tavern, & Terror and the Librarian
Creative Writers
2001
Barnes & Nobles
Wilmington, Delaware
Joe Pokatsch, Editor
Copyright 2001 by Larry E. Meredith
Kaliedoscope
Creative Writers
2003
Barnes & Nobles
Wilmington, Delaware
Tracey Landmann, Editor
Copyright 2003 by Larry E. Meredith
WINTER
Child of Snow

Child of Snow
Creative Writers
2001
Barnes & Nobles
Wilmington, Delaware
Joe Pokatsch, Editor
Copyright 2001 by Larry E. Meredith
Found in the collection, Currents of the Whiskeyrye
Written in 1962
The southern high moved toward the northeast. They met a tick from moonset. They pushed at each other. They stalled over the county.
Rusty Kramer sipped a coffee while filling his tank at the only open gas station. It wasn’t yet dawn. The air was still. Rusty hitched up the hose and secured the cap. He slid into the seat and snapped the AM to the all-news jabber; weather updates and school closing lists. His scanner crackled intermittent messages, all early-morning innocuous and non-urgent and dispatchers making small talk. The road was wet from melting powder. The day began in deception.
He made a quick round through Brackettville. There was little activity. The school was dark. Down in Old Town a dump truck loaded with salt idled along the sand pile. Men in insulated clothing clustered nearby sipping their own morning brews, talking about old storms that had rumbled through. He stopped next to the crew chief.
“Hey, Roy, got’ch woolies on?”
“Two layers” the crew chief removed his hat and wiped sweat from his forehead. “Maybe it’ll go north.”
“I wouldn’t make book on it.”
“Nope,” the crew chief moved back toward his men, “too blasted early for winter. Ain’t even mid-December. Ill omen.”
Rusty nodded and drove off, turning east. He circled around to the Frateramorton Pike. The night sky had changed to day sky without a noticeable difference. The clouds thickened to a solid gray drape. Everyone’s headlights stayed lit.
There wasn’t traffic on the highway, although a steady rumble of trucks moving west continued unabated. Most these robust vehicles turned onto the bypass two miles above town limits.. Rusty went straight, taking the business route into Wilmillar, what was called Lincoln Street.
Among the first houses was the Hildebrand’s tidy white colonial, lit with Christmas trim. Warren and Lily were patching spoilage the thaw had caused to their child of snow. Rusty flipped on the flashers and pulled along the opposite curb. He ran down his window.
“Hey Warren, Lily.”
Lily looked and waved. Her gloves were too large and the fingers waggled empty. She went back to patting down the snow boy while Warren limped across the yard to the wrought iron fence. The man grasped the top rails with two red-raw bare hands, the fingers large in the knuckles and the indexes unable to bend. The weather played havoc with the arthritic. Rusty felt twinges around his big toes, an ominous reminded of the seasonal gout that sometimes hit him.
“You wait a bit, Warren, the day’ll take care of the boy for ya.”
“Jest doin’ some patch work. Lily’s been hopin’ this ‘un’d last the holidays. She feared the Saturday snow was too early; built ‘im anyways.”
“Well, tell her to stop worryin’, Warren. From reports I’ve heard all morn, snow ain’t goin’ be a problem.”
Warren looked up, scanned the sky. “Feels a might warm.”
“You don’t look any too warm.”
Warren laughed and held up his red hands. “Lily couldn’t find her mittens. I gave her my gloves.” He leaned across the fence, lowering his voice. “She gets a mite forgetful anymore.” He winked.
Lily didn’t look up from her smoothing, “There’s nothing wrong with my hearing though, you ol’ coot.”
Both men laughed. Rusty went sober first. “Listen, you be okay? You got enough food in?”
“You think it’s gonna be a real bluster, eh?”
“Yeah, I gotta hunch this is one of those storms of the decade.”
“Awful early.”
“Still.”
“Well, we jest loaded up on groceries yesterday. I reckon we’d get through from Christmas to Groundhog Day before we’d starve. Ain’t big eater’s.”
“Okay, Warren, but if I was you I’d stack up a bunch of blankets and get some flashlights handy?”
“I got about three hurricane lamps down the cellar I’ll bring up.” Warren saw Rusty raise an eyebrow. “Oh don’tcha go worryin’ none. These ain’t oil lanterns. All battery charged. Got extra cells, too. We’ll be okay come hell or high water.”
“Well, if hell comes it’s gonna be froze over. Look Warren, I’ll check by a couple times jest to see to you.”
“’'Preciate it, Rusty, but we’ll be fine.”
“An’ don’t go out to tend the boy if this thing hits. Let it blow out first.”
“Yep,” Warren stepped back and touched a crooked finger to his hat brim.
Rusty rolled up his window and sped over to the right lane, killed his flashers and headed through Wilmillar proper.
Nice people. Little crazy. You’d think after so many years they’d give up on the whole idea.
That snow boy had graced their yard as long as he could remember and he had plenty years to remember anymore. He’d grown up just around the corner from the Hildebrand’s. Anybody grew up nearby knew them.
They never had children of their own, thus they fawned over every kid in the neighborhood. They didn’t give out treats on Halloween. They threw a feast of candy, ice cream, cakes and cider. They had little gifts for neighborhood kids every Christmas, chocolate bunnies each Easter and little bags of hard cinnamon hearts on Valentine’s Day.
Rusty sighed. Why do they cling to that witchcraft stuff? They must be pushing eighty, well past Lily’s childbearing years. That witch’s spell wasn’t too likely to happen now, if’n it ever was.
Rusty zipped through town where storeowners prepared for non-business. Some were hanging closed signs on the door. Others were crisscrossing masking tape across display windows to cut down on shattering if blizzard winds hit. The street was empty both sides, whatever cars might have been parked along the meters overnight were moved elsewhere clearing the path for snowplows.
He cut along the high woods northwest of town. These hills remained untouched and undeveloped, for how many more years he didn’t know. Wilmillar had changed a lot since his boyhood. He made a U-turn and headed back. His mind turned to the witch. Use to be a witch lived in a clapboard shack in those woods. Use to be she would pass through town now and again. Usually about the time of the town fair or when the circus played down on the empty lot next to Battle Park. She died decades gone by. The shack had tumbled down in the last hurricane that got this far inland and the planks had rotten away into the soil.
Might have been this same witch put the idea in their heads so long ago, caring for a child of snow could result in a barren woman having a real baby. By now they should see this spell for the hustle it was.
The first flakes were beginning to fall and the temperature dropped to the Frigid Zone. Rusty clicked his heater up a notch. He circled back to the Hildebrand’s. The yard was empty except for the child of snow now restored to some semblance of a little boy. Fresh black button eyes sparkled with an eerie echo of life reflecting the blinking Christmas lights. A new baseball cap was upon its head.
Maybe as a child he’d believed in magic, but he had grown up and seen too much reality. What a cruel hoax to give this old couple such a hopeless hope; a shame considering the love they would have lavished on a real child if they so faithfully lavished such care on a snow boy for fifty years, building anew each winter, praying for early and lasting snows and waiting through the dry years when nothing fell.
A rumble in his belly knocked the thoughts out of his head. It was past noon and a long patch since he’d eaten anything but coffee.
He turned north on the Pansville Pike. The ground patches in the fields had disappeared again and wispy white snakes wiggled across the highway. Drifts were edging onto the lanes from the shoulders. A gray veil had fallen about him. Through the haze he saw the neon sign in the window of Willie & Ruth’s Truck Stop blinking a warm OPEN. He pulled into the lot between two idling semis and hustled into the diner. Ruth greeted him with a fresh cup of coffee when he sat at the counter.
“Glad your open,” he said.
“We never close, you knowed that. 24/7. ‘Cept Christmas Day. Somebody got to look after these truckers.”
He ordered up and she came back shortly with a sandwich and fries. She sat the plate before him along with a bottle of ketchup. “Gettin’ bad?”
“Pickin’ up.” They both paused in silence, listening to the wind whomping against the front windows. “Startin’ to lay on the roads pretty quick now.”
“Expected it. Tol’ the regular staff to stay home. Jest me and Kate here. We can handle it. Ain’t gonna be much business today.” She looked down the length of the diner. Rusty followed her gaze. No one else was there except two burly men in a far booth. “Been a long day already. Mind if’n I join you?”
“Not a-tall.”
Ruth poured herself a cup of coffee, grabbed a slice of pie and came around the counter to take a stool beside him. They sat eating for a bit.
“You look lost in thought, Rusty. What’cha thinkin’ ‘bout?
“Hildebrands. You know ‘em?”
“Sure. I grew up with Warren. Lived in the house next door. Didn’t know that, didja?”
“Nope.”
“Me and Warren’s the same age.” She laughed. “I’m a pretty old bag.”
“Don’t look it.”
“Use’ta have a crush on Warren. Dated some in high school. But he always had eyes for Lily.” She frowned. “Foolish people.”
“Rekkon. Why do you suppose they believe in that stuff?”
“Why, don’t you believe in witches, Rusty?”
“Been a long time since I’ve seen any witches around the county.”
“Don’t mean they all went away. You see any butterflies around Wilmillar or Red-Winged Blackbirds out along the swamps of Glenmarsh or White Tail Deer up on Harmony Hill anymore? That mean you don’t believe in the existence of butterflies or blackbirds or deer?”
“Didn’t say that exactly. I’ve seen witches in my youth, jest don’t hold with them havin’ powers.”
“Warren seen a witch, but he knowed a witch’s power in his youth as well. You know Warren got arthritis?”
“He’s an old man. I got a touch myself.’
“Me too, Rusty, but Warren started cripplin’ up with his while still a teen. Think he’d of learned right then witches is bad business.”
“What’s witches got to do with it?”
“You remember that crone lived up in the woods out along Honeycomb Road, up in the woods all alone.”
“Jest went by there today. She’s been dead awhile. I remember she used to come downtown once a time.”
“It was one of those times when she passed though from someplace to somewhere, beggin’ at back doors up and down our street. Warren was sittin’ on my front porch and saw her starin’ at him. He saw where she gazed and folded his hands in his lap, ‘shamed of the ugly warts runnin’ down his finger and thumb. Some doctor had proscribed a fowl smellin’ salve what wrinkled up your nose, but it did nothin’ to unwrinkle his warts. Anyways, she comes up to him bold as can be and takes his hand right from his lap. She was an imposin’ woman, big, with short-cropped hair under a faded orange bandanna. She wore a long full skirt over petticoats and a puffy white blouse. Large bracelets slid up and down her arm when she moved, tinklin’ together with a bell-clear ring and twinklin’ in the afternoon sun, castin’ a’ half-moon of golden light across our faces. I still sees her plain as your face.
“’You like to be rid of these?’ she asked him.
“He shook his head rapid-like, fearful what she’d say next. Prob’bly had visions of buryin’ dead toads in midnight cemeteries, but all she said was, ‘come back here Thursday evenin’. After dark.”
“She dropped his hand and left.
“He came back to my place on Thursday, wonderin’ what was the significance of that night and we waited on the stoop as the sun set and a full moon rose, bathin’ us in white. A shadow crossed the glow and she was standin’ there reachin’ for his hand.
“’You ain’t gonna prick me,’ he asked.
“She held his warty hand up in the moonlight and began runnin’ her thumbs over the bulges.
“’Done,’ she said, droppin’ his hand. ‘I take warts with me now. Never come back.’
“He looked at his hand and the warts were still there.
“She smiled. ‘Hope may be all you ever have,’ she said and walked away.
“Next day, Warren woke up and the warts were gone, gone fer good. But five years after, the arthritis starts. And the first twinges began you-know-where.”
Rusty chuckled. “You know Ruth, I never can tell when you’re pullin’ my leg.”
“I ain’t pullin’ your nothin’ this time, Rusty. Where you think they got this snow boy nonsense? Truth be, Lily’s a barren woman...or maybe it’s him, but she ain’t goin’ to have a child anymore, not at her age. Jest don’t happen.”
“Happened with Abraham’s wife, now didn’t it. Sarah was an old barren woman who bore a boy.”
“Glad you know yer Bible, Rusty, but that was faith in God weren’t it? Not a witch. Ain’t no good gonna come of it, but ol’ Warren ‘membered that witch and those warts and he sought it out. Only thing he forgot was the arthritis.”
Rusty pushed off the stool. “Better git on back out there. What’s the tab?”
“On the house, Hon. You jest keep safe, be payment ‘enough, okay?”
“Gotta deal.”
The storm was as bad as any Rusty had known. Even the big rigs were gone from the highway. The wind was tearing off roofs in the Glenmarsh area, drifting shut the back roads, ripping down wires to plunge half the county into darkness and chill. Fools who ventured out were getting trapped in snow banks or hitting fallen tree branches the size of Yule logs. Seemed there was always somebody who just had to go to somewhere they couldn’t get.
Running fast and furious between calls, Rusty only passed by the Hildebrand’s once at the storm’s afternoon height and caught a fleeting glance of the couple watching the blow through the living room window, outlined by the soft glow of lamplight. He was glad the power had held up in this end of town. The wind was rattling the trees and had already snatched away the cap from the snow boy’s head carrying it to a neighbor’s yard.
Rusty swung back through Wilmillar once more late in the afternoon; weary and half-blind from the continuous swirl of snow and sleet bouncing across his windshield like white bee bees. The patrol car fishtailed at every curve. It was time he took shelter himself. He came across the town line, snapped his spot on and swung it across the Hildebrand yard. He blinked and pulled across the lanes and stopped.
He stared, heart pinging behind his badge. He sat a long moment before he lifted the radio mike from its cradle.
“You think you can get an ambulance out to 121 Lincoln?”
“Accident?” The radio faded in and out.
“Death,” he said as level as he could. “Lily Hildebrand.”
“You sure,” asked the dispatcher.
“Yes.” He clicked off.
He placed the mike in its cradle and raised his eyes from the snow woman that had been built next to the tumbled remains of the child of snow to the solitary figure of Warren Hildebrand behind the front room window.
The old man looked back at him with hopeful eyes and waved a gloved hand.
Passing

Steam fanned across the kitchen window. Jenny wiped a clear circle in the center with her hand. She pressed her nose tight against the glass. Outside was twilight. The sunset red had faded to gray over the bluish hills, a shadow moon just visible. Jenny’s eyes moved back and forth, studying the night’s slow interment of the yard.
Crystal evening air chilled through the pane. Harvest was over, cornstalks lay bent and crushed upon the back hill, the husks empty. Cows huddled together in phantom shapes far across the neighboring field.
“Mommy?”
Helen Kaline glanced up from the sink. “Yes?’
“Am I dying?”
The dish slipped from her hand, sinking to the bottom of the water.
“Lord, what makes you ask such a thing?”
“I heard you say Nellie was dying. What’s dying?”
Helen had asked the same question of her parents once. Had she been older? She couldn’t recall. She remembered what they said about a wonderful land with gold streets and being greeted by beautiful angels with great wings. Helen held to that vision, but Jenny hadn’t seen the inside of a church since her Christening. She didn’t know what churches were, except buildings with pointy roofs. She’d never heard talk of angels or gold streets in this house.
Helen dried her hands and went to Jenny. “Dyin’ is our body wearin’ out, then our heart a stops beatin’ and our body goes cold and we gets buried in the ground.”
Jenny pressed her face harder against the windowpane, her voice tiny. “Will I die?”
“Honey, we all die, but jest our body. We got souls go to Heaven and live forever.”
“Uhh?”
“Heaven’s a nice place for good people.”
Jenny shook her head. “What ‘bout not so good people?”
Helen touched Jenny’s long curly brown hair. She peered over her daughter’s head at the darkening sky. There was a nimbostratus shroud to the west.
“Well, If’n we try hard and obey the rules, we get a taken up to Heaven. But if’n we break the rules, we get sent down to a bad place for punishment. See, we don’t never really die. We jest pass to another place. People call it passing on.”
Helen returned to the dishes, leaving Jenny to puzzle over this. The water had grown cold. She added more hot.
Jenny kept her vigil at the window.
The sky deepened in tone. Across the moonlight on the hill moved a shadow. This shade prodded toward the house. Jenny stiffened. A brown and white dog shambled into the yard. Its muzzle was low, nearly scraping the grass. The dog was covered with faded shaggy fur making it appear plump, but you could see its thinness in the boniness of its wobbling legs. It came to the back porch and passed the house beneath the kitchen window. At the patch of light the window threw across the lawn the dog paused and looked toward Jenny. Brief recognition glistened in its black eyes. It wagged its tail and then the eyes misted over with film. It lowered its head and passed.
Jenny watched the tail disappear beyond a shed. She left the window and threw her arms around her mother’s hips.
“Mommy?”
“Hmm?”
“Was Nellie your dog a long time?
“She was my dog since I was a little girl.”
“Little like me?’
“No, I was older than you when a neighbor gave me Nellie, but I had her a long, long time.”
“Did you love Nellie?”
“Yes.”
“And you love me?”
“Yes.”
“Will you have me a long, long time, too?”
Helen did not answer.
“Nellie used to stay in the house.” And sleep in my room, Jenny thought.
“Yes, but since she gotten sick…” but she didn’t say about the bleeding and the mess, which led them to put the dog outside.
“Will Nellie go to Heaven?”
“No, dogs don’t go to Heaven.”
Jenny let go of her mother’s legs and stood back.
Helen looked at her. She brushed back the girl’s hair and wiped the corners of her eyes with the back of a hand.
“Did Nellie break the rules?”
“Oh no, honey. Nellie was always good.” Helen tapped Jenny on the nose. “Jest like you.”
“But I break rules, mommy. I try not to real hard, but...but sometimes I...I jest do.” Jenny went back to the window again. “Will she go to the bad place?”
“No. Dogs don’t go anywhere. They ain’t got souls.”
Jenny peered out the window in silence and she thought about that, and she thought, if Nellie can’t go to Heaven, I won’t either.
She pressed against the cold glass. Outside on the moonlit hill, where the chill clung, came the soft cry of the dog. It echoed off the next hill and took a long time to fade, and it bounced off a farther hill. The sound rose, like a soul pleading to God. Upward it rose, higher and higher until passing from Jenny’s hearing.
Ground Dog Day

GROUND DOG DAY
by Larry Eugene Meredith
Written in 1967
Nellie died before the New Year. Using a carton left from Christmas for a coffin, Everett buried her beyond the garden where the backyard turns to tall grass. Helen cried and couldn’t watch the interment. She had grown up with the dog, but it was her daughter who grieved too deep and long.
Standing at the sink Helen stole glances toward the kitchen table where the girl sat listlessly poking a fork into chocolate cake. She wished to lift Jenny’s spirit, but knew not how. Asking for help with the dishes was hardly a cure for melancholy. She scrubbed them alone at a loss.
Setting plates in a sopping stack upon the side counter, she stared out a kitchen window. She could see across the backyard to the field beyond. The hilltop and the trees along the fencerow were black against a light sky; slim proof winter days were indeed getting longer. The window was steamed up, caught between warm water in the sink and cold evening air. Yesterday’s snow left a bar of soft white upon the outer sill. The storm hit the upper states solid and Everett had called before dinner to say he was stuck up north.
“When you think you’ll git home?”
“Don’t know. Not this weekend. I’ll be a headin’ right back out to make up schedule.
Maybe mid-week.”
She was silent. He hadn’t been a trucker when they’d married. He’d been a stoker at a steel mill over in Coldsdale. One day he come bounding home bubbling about a new job.
“Why?”
“Why? Fer one it’s more money. And it comes with a house. And I’ll be out of that heat pit…”
“House?”
“There’s a house down a lick from the terminal they’ll rent me for a song. We’ll have a place of our own, Helly.”
But the runs took him out of the house and up north, long trips keeping him on the road except weekends. He loved it.
It was lonely weeks for her and Jenny.
His long distance, “I love you,” softly intruded on her thoughts.
“I know. I love you too.”
There was a pause.
“Little Petey’s dead.”
“Pete Lentz? How?”
“Didn’t want to hole up. Thought he could beat the storm down, but he skidded off the road somewhere in mid-state. Heard he froze t’death.”
A longer pause.
“Look, I really hafta go. Kiss Jen fer me.”
“Okay.”
She stood a moment, her hand still on the receiver. There was a clink of fork against plate. Her eyes drifted to a calendar hanging between window and door.
“Ya know what?”
Jenny looked over.
Helen pointed at the calendar. “Next week’s Ground Hog Day.”
“What’s that?”
“On Feb’uary second, if’n the ground hog don’t see his shadow, it means an early spring. If’n he sees his shadow, he’ll get a scared an’ jump back into his burrow an’ we’ll git six more weeks of winter.”
“Really?”
“That’s what folk say. You know what I think?”
“What?”
“I think you oughta look fer a ground hog to see what he does.”
“There ground dogs ‘round here?”
“It’s hog, honey, ground hog. Sure, they’re around here. I’ve seen ‘em up the hill sittin’ back on their hunches. They like to make homes in fencerows.”
Jenny dropped her fork and trotted to the kitchen door, pressing her nose against the glass panel to stare at the hill.
Helen put her hand against her mouth and said nothing of what popped into her brain too late. There were ground hogs, but they would be hibernating deep in their lairs this time of year.
At cockcrow Jenny bundled and went out. She circled the yard, head down searching for ground hog tracks. She traipsed about for a half hour, until the snow was a hodgepodge of boot prints and then shrugging, retrieved her sled from beneath the back porch. She trudged up the knoll, tugging the sled behind by a piece of old clothesline. She walked up the field edge, knowing she’d have to stay on the wagon trail to sled. The wide patch of open ground covering the hill was a cornfield in the summer and the soil beneath the snow was choppy and thick with crushed corn stalks from the final harvest. If she tried coming down there her sled would snag in some broken shoot and throw her.
From the top of the prominence her home seemed a discarded dollhouse, desolate and forlorn. The back porch lacking fresh paint had become gray and water stained. The sides of the house proper did not match, to her right dingy red brick in need of pointing; to the left was stucco. Someone, before Jenny lived here, started to stucco over the brick, but stopped half done. The scaffolding had never been taken down. It clung there, a cage of intertwined rusting bars and rotting wooden planks. Surrounding her house to the front and stucco side was swamp. This marsh ran all the way from the highway a quarter mile distant from the house back to the edge of the woods bordering the cornfield’s far side. To the brick side a large pasture, where she watched cows grazing during the spring, was now a blank canvas of smooth snow broken by a narrow stream cutting a deep crevice across it like a black scar.
Living in a bog held her interests with its denizens of snakes, frogs and red-winged blackbirds. Last summer she had captured a pod of tadpoles in a mason jar and placed it on her dresser wanting to watch the transformation to frogs, but her mother called it cruel and dumped the tads back in the mire. She made a bouquet of cat’o’nine tails once, caught some crayfish in the pasture stream once and plucked watercress from the same stream and ate a fresh watercress sandwich - once. She had explored the woods beyond with Nellie at her side, both crinkling noses at the profusion of skunk cabbage; both returning covered in cockleburs.
On the other hand living in a fenland was a friendless life. Once they’d lived in town with her grandparents, right across from her grade school on a street full of kids her age. Then one day her father moved them here. Now she rode a bus to school, walking down their long lane to the highway to be picked up. She had had friends in town, but the kids at this school called her “Swamp Rat”, a natural enough nickname considering where she lived, but one she took personally, convinced her thin face and long nose gave an appearance of a big rodent. She tried to ignore the taunts, but sometimes at night she buried her face in the pillow so her mother wouldn’t hear and cried. Nellie use to hop on the bed and nuzzle her arm with a cold nose, licking the tears from her cheek. Dogs liked salt.
There were some people living along the highway and from on top the hill she could see the distant clump of houses. There were no kids her age, but there was an older boy named Thomas who befriended her. He played a trumpet and let her blow it, laughing when her cheeks puffed to bursting and her face reddened and the horn made funny sounds like loud farts.
A shift of breeze slapped her face and she recalled her purpose. Jenny sat on her sled and using her hands, pushed until gravity took her down the crisp surface of the wagon trail along the fencerow. She steered with her feet. The soaped runners picked up speed, building a wind that stung, making her eyes water and her cheeks burn. At the bottom she slipped sideways and tumbled over, the only way she knew to stop.
She lay half buried, a cold powder slipping beneath her collar to chill the nape of her neck. Giggling at the thrill, she got up brushing away snow and trekked back up the hill for another run.
During this slide something dark skittered through the brush. She cut the steering bar hard with her foot and rolled off to stop. She lay on her belly and stared into the fencerow and saw the shade run and disappear.
Dragging her sled, which bounced over rougher ground into her ankles with a sting, she entered the narrow line of trees. There was no sign of the thing, but she saw where it had gone. In the brush was a fallen tree and at the near end a hole. She walked to it. The hole was about ten inches in diameter. She peeked in, but couldn’t see far.
She walked around the log, discovering another cavity behind it. Half hopping, half dancing, she dragged her sled out of the trees, sat upon it and slid back to her yard.
“Mommy, mommy,” she yelled across the lawn, “mommy, mommy” up the porch steps, “mommy, mommy” into the house, “mommy, mommy” through the kitchen.
Helen rushed from the upper floor. “Are ya hurt, Jenny, didja git hurt?” How would she take her to a doctor? Everett took the car and left it at the truck terminal. Not that it would matter; Helen had never learned to drive.
“I saw a ground dog. I saw a ground dog.”
Helen’s eyebrows shot up and then narrowed causing a furrow to crease her forehead. “Where?”
“Up the hill in the trees. It must a got scared. It run into a hole in the ground. Does that mean we git six more weeks of winter?”
“I…Well…No. No. It ain’t Ground Hog Day yet. Not ‘til Tuesday. It don’t a count ‘less it sees its shadow on Ground Hog Day.”
Helen walked to the back door and peered at the fencerow. She saw nothing along the trees, but she noted the sky growing gray. When would it snow again?
Jenny traipsed up and down the hill all day Sunday. She didn’t take her sled. She would walk to the log and sing down the hole, “ground dog, ground dog”. She found a long stick poking through the snow and used this to prod the tunnel. The stick went in to her hand without bumping anything.
The day was calm. It was silent in the trees. Occasionally she would hear the sweep of a semi on the highway; sometimes the driver would blow the air horn and she would snap her head around, but the truck would whoosh away, just someone who knew her father from the road. In the quiet she heard a whimpering deep under the ground and she tossed the stick aside, afraid of scaring the ground hog so it would never come out.
On Monday she went to school, drifting through the morning classes. At lunch she bought milk and despite the chill went outside to a deserted spot behind an elm to eat the sandwich her mother had packed. The school band practiced in a room to that side and as she ate, wondering how to lure out the ground hog on Ground Hog Day, she heard the brass blaring and drums pounding. She looked toward the sound and smiled.
When the closing bell rang, she hurried to the bus stand and paced back and forth waiting for Thomas to come. He was three grades ahead of her and the older kids often dawdled by the flagpole after school, stalling to the last moment before running for their buses, often making the drivers stomp over to the green and hustle them along.
There was the danger that Thomas wasn’t at school.
He could be sick.
She wouldn’t know, their classrooms were on opposite sides of the building and they had different lunch periods and was he on the bus that morning? Was he? Was he? She couldn’t remember seeing him on the bus.
Then she saw him break from a group of boys and come her way. He didn’t hurry. In his hand was a brown trumpet case, swinging casually back and forth against his leg. She smiled and clapped her hands. She ran to him and offered to carry his trumpet.
“What’s up, kiddo?” he asked as she tried to tug the case from him.
“I wanna borrow your horn. I’ll give it back to ya Wednesday I promise, I promise. I won’t hurt it or nothin’.”
He cocked his head and looked down his nose at her. “Takin’ up music, squirt?”
“Yeah, kinda. Can I? Can I, please?” She tugged at the handle.
Thomas released his grip. She stumbled backward. “Yeah, you just be careful ‘cause if you break anything my old man’ll break my behind.”
“Oh, I won’t, Tommy, I won’t. I’ll be really, really, really careful.”
He laughed, raising one eyebrow.
Her face grew tight, her young brow even wrinkled. “Will your parents notice you didn’t bring it home?”
He waved a dismissing hand. “If’n they ask I’ll jest say I forgot it. It happened before. They know it’ll be safe locked in the band room.”
The new snow came Monday night. The wind roared around the eves of the house rattling the bars holding the scaffolding, threatening to rip the structure down. Drafts, like frosty ghosts, slipped in from every window frame and beneath the outer doors. Helen couldn’t stop shivering. She draped a blanket about her shoulders and listened to the constant weather reports.
A blizzard had crossed from Canada, growing worse across the upper states. The swirling winds were circling an outcrop of storm down from the Great Lakes to as far as Delaware. The biggest concern was high winds, but all was expected to move away from the area by Tuesday morning.
Helen was glad for that, but everything north was in the path of severity and she didn’t know which direction Everett was hauling now he was off schedule. He hadn’t called and that could mean he was on the road. She hoped he wouldn’t be caught along the highways unsheltered. She wanted to believe he was safely ensconced in a large truck stop, with a bed in the bunkhouse and food at hand.
She thought of Pete Lentz. It was he got Everett into trucking. Petey had a wife, two twin boys little older than Jenny.
Ground Hog Day was midday sunny, with fresh snow covering the footprints in the yard and up the hill along the fencerow. It laid a thick enough carpet across the highways to cancel school for the day. Jenny stood on the back porch blinded by the dazzle of white. Her eyelids fluttered against the shimmer. She pulled the hood of her snowsuit down low on her brow to shade her eyes. Hanging from her right hand was Thomas’s trumpet, glowing golden in the noon sun.
When her eyes adjusted, she saw a dark spot scoot across the field into the trees. Perhaps it was just a purple dot from glare. She held the banister going down the half dozen porch steps, aware of her promise to Thomas. The banister wobbled in her grip, its supports loose, the one partially split. She pulled the trumpet tight against her chest.
She reached beneath the steps and pulled the sled out by its rope. She crossed the yard and went up the wagon trail, which was so buried by fresh snow it felt as choppy as the cornfield. Half way to the fallen log, she saw the spot move again, and another and another. There were three ground hogs and they were romping in the snow. She probably wouldn’t need the trumpet.
A dark disk followed at her feet, a pooling of her shadow. It reminded her of the legend. If the ground hog saw his shadow he would be scared back into his burrow and there would be six more weeks of bitter weather. She saw the three dark spots scamper into the trees. They must have seen their shadows and were going to hide away until sometime in March. She dropped the sled rope and ran as best she could through the deep snow.
Into the trees she ran. The log, protected by the clump of branches above it, was only lightly dusted with new white. All about were tiny tracks. There were many and they went in circles and looping trails of confusion. They were thickest near the hole.
She knelt, putting her face against the snow to peer into the dark. There was nothing to see. She sat back on her heels and brought the trumpet to her lips, pressing the bell to the opening in the ground. She puffed up her cheeks and blew.
F-a-a-ph!
She lowered the mouthpiece and sighed. What made her think she could get noise out of the thing? That wheeze wouldn’t startle the ground hogs. She wanted a blast that would waken deep nesting slugs and frighten the ground hogs out their back door. She sighed again and in her head pictured Thomas playing his horn. Thomas never puffed his cheeks out like some croaking frog. His cheeks collapsed against his teeth when he played. They vibrated on some notes.
She pressed her lips to the mouthpiece and aimed the bell of the horn down the hole. She kept her cheeks flat and blew with her lips.
It was sour and it wobbled and whooped and died into a hiss at the end, but it was a definite blare.
Jenny looked around the log. No change. She took a deep breath and blasted the burrow again; her note more sustained this time. She blew until her chest was caving in atop her stomach and the inside of her skull hurt to bursting. When she stopped she fell backward to the ground, little flecks like a swarm of midget flies flitting around in her eyes.
And beyond the flies was motion. Jenny lay still. Something crawled onto her feet. Something else made a sound, a kind of squeak, toward the back of the log. She rose up on an elbow and saw a little black ball nested between her feet and two puppies scurrying about in the brush. They were puffy, their fur frizzed about them as if charged by electricity, all brown highlighted with white bellies. Their tails were furry worms held proudly up from their behinds like skinny banners.
The black ball uncurled and jumped off her. Jenny got to her feet and two pups scuttled down the hole, but the black one stood its ground staring up with eyes like ebony pearls. Her mouth dropped open and she took a step toward it.
“Ahh,” she whispered.
A growl answered from behind.
Jenny spun on her heels; the trumpet dropping into a clump of old leaves and twigs with a clunk against a rock beneath.
The dog was enormous. It had a square snout and squinting eyes. Its purple lips pulled back causing ripples along the jowls and displaying long teeth. Behind the ears, which were bent forward pointing the way to Jenny, was a ridge of stiff hair. The animal’s front legs were bent slightly at the knees and its shoulder blades pressed against the fur, jutting above its back.
Jenny ran. She burst straight through a bramble bush, scratching her face. She darted to her sled, threw it under her belly and sped downhill face first for the first time in her life.
Shaking after rolling off the sled, tears freezing beneath her lids, she waited on the ground for the attack. She flung her arms over her head to retain her face. After a few seconds of stillness, she lowered her arms and peeked back from where she’d come. There was no sign of the dog on the hill.
Helen called the shelter in the county seat. The men didn’t come to their place until the next day. They parked the pound truck at the edge of the wagon trail and walked up the hill carrying a net and a cage. They were up in the trees for an hour, but when they came down they had the mother dog in the cage. They didn’t stop at the house to say anything. They put the dog in the back of the truck, stowed their gear and drove off.
“What about the puppies?”
Helen patted Jenny’s head. “Oh, I’m sure they’ll be back to git the pups.”
But the men didn’t come back that day. When they didn’t come back the next, Helen called the pound.
They weren’t coming back. The only way to get the pups was to dig them out of the old ground hog burrow. Couldn’t they do that? No, they wouldn’t do that.
“But without the mother, the pups’ll starve,” Helen told them.
“We’re sorry,” they said.
There were some cans of dog food left in the cupboard after Nellie died. Helen planned to throw the cans away, but always forgot. She got them now. For the next few days, Jenny made the climb up the hill and spooned the food down the hole to the pups. Sometimes she saw them, but even when she did they quickly ran down the tunnel. She did rescue Thomas’s horn and returned it. He made no comment about the scratches or the small dent on the bottom just front of the valves. As long as his father never noticed, it would be their secret.
Everett got home Saturday. Jenny heard the old car clatter up the long drive and came running into her father’s arms as he stepped out. He carried her to the porch where Helen waited.
She looked down at him. “How ya feelin’.”
“Tired.”
“We got a problem.”
He turned his gaze up the hill as she explained. Jenny held him tightly and nodded to emphasize the facts her mother told.
He set his daughter down and rubbed fingers between his eyes. “You reckon I can get some sleep first?”
First thing Sunday morning Everett dug the three pups out of the burrow, handing each to Helen, who nestled each squirming body into a large picnic basket. Jenny leaned on the lid to keep them captured.
“What about their mommy and daddy?” Her words were barely heard over a hush of wind.
Helen glanced at her daughter.
Everett handed a yipping pup up from the hole. “Ya said they was eatin’ the canned food you put out. They don’t need the mother’s milk. And they prob’bly never seen the daddy dog.” He straightened up, stretched back. “Think that’s the last. You jest saw three?”
“Yeah,”
He handed the shovel to Helen and opened up the basket, lifting out the black pup. He held it toward Jenny. “Whatcha think of this feller?”
She looked into her dad’s eyes.
“Take it. It’s yours if’n ya want.”
They headed down the hill. Everett carried the load and Jenny walked alongside stroking the head of the puppy.
“But won’t they miss ‘em?”
“Miss who?” Everett shifted the basket to his other hand and drooped an arm around his daughter.
“Their mommy and daddy.”
Everett gave her a smile. “That’s jest nature’s way sometimes. They’ll get self-reliant real quick.”
Walking behind, Helen stared ahead at the solitary house and was quiet.

B&N Shorts
February 2003
Barnes & Noble
Wilmington, DE
Ann Murphy, Editor
Copyright 2003 by Larry E. Meredith
To Steal an Apple

“What’r’ya lookin’ at?” Timmy said.
“I was wonderin’ where they git those apples.”
“They git ‘em from Cobbs. They steal ‘em.”
“Steal them? How?”
“I don’t know. Why don’t you ask them?”
Little boys didn’t ask high school boys how they stole apples. Most of the time Jerry tried keeping out of sight of these older boys. Stealing apples wasn’t the only nasty activity they indulged in. Beating up younger kids and stealing their milk money was another.
“What do they taste like?”
Timmy looked Jerry in the eyes. “You never ever ate an apple?”
Jerry shook his head.
“Why don’t you steal one?”
“Steal one? I can’t steal one.”
“Why not?”
“Cause it’s…it’s…it’s stealin’.”
“Ah, it’s jest an apple. No big deal.”
“What if I’m caught?”
“So, you git grounded or somethin’. They ain’t gonna kill you. Nobody ever died ‘cause of a lousy apple.”
“I still can’t.”
“Why?”
“I don’t know how.”
“So, go watch them guys do it. Nothin’ to it.”
“An apple a day, keeps the doctor away”, was on a placard in the chalk tray of the blackboard in back of the classroom. “Apples were healthy, wholesome fruit”, said his health book. Jerry closed his book and paraded with his class to the lunchroom.
He peered into the brown bag, but there was no apple in with the Fluffernutter sandwich and the tiny bag of chips. The apple was a forbidden fruit. His mother would not allow one in the house. There was never any apple pies or applesauce or apple jelly gracing the refrigerator. They sold little half-pint cartons of milk at the school cafeteria, but they didn’t sell apples.
After school, Jerry hurried down town and hid in the alley alongside Hutchinson’s Pharmacy. Down the street was Cobbs’ Fruit Stand where displayed for him and the world to see were fruits of every sort. The fruit stand belonged to elderly Jake Cobbs. It was located in the basement of a large imposing building of rough gray stone, which housed the local liquor store. The building had originally been a bank; the First National was still visible etched above the broad front doors. It was a pompous building become derelict. A wide black and smooth stairway ran from the liquor store entrance to the sidewalk. A narrow stairs ran beneath these to where Cobbs main produce store resided inside the basement. It was above this stairway that the display bins of fruit were located. The fresh red apples were in the bin nearest the pavement.
Jerry jumped back at the ringing of a distant bell. He leaned against the brick wall and endeavored to appear casual. A few seconds later some boys and girls came down the street making their way home from junior high school. Jerry took a deep breath. He waited. He sneaked a glance around the corner again.
Not long after the vanguard groups passed his sentry came the main body of students. These too passed and soon the ranks thinned and rowdy cliques of older boys came.
Jerry watched.
The older boys slowed. Approaching the fruit stand they glanced down the stairs to the basement store. Satisfied with this brief check they walked briskly to the outer bins and each stole a piece of fruit. They ran down the street chomping and giggling.
“So that’s all there is to it.” Jerry shook his head at the ease of the thing.
He would only take one or two or three, and only this once. He promised himself this. He hadn’t worked out what to do with the apples after he took them. He didn’t want to eat them all right away. He wanted to savor them and he wanted to store something for another time. He would worry about where to put the apples after he had the apples.
Looking about, he edged along the drugstore. He paused and took a deep breath. He looked about again and walked swiftly to the fruit store. Imitating the older boys, he glanced down the narrow dark steps.
There was a door half-a-jar in the shadows below. No one was in sight.
With a final peek over his shoulder, he dashed to the bin containing the largest red apples. He stopped in indecision. He wanted the best. His hand moved back and forth over the selection and fell on a huge Delicious partly buried along the upper ridge of fruit.
But the apples were stacked loosely with one dependent upon another for support. The apple he grasped, when tugged, tumbled the others from their bed. They rolled down their little hill. One apple bounced over the tiny backboard of the bin. It thumped bump after bump down the steps and thudded against the wooden door of the fruit store proper.
“Hey. Hey, kid!” The door swung open. Mr. Cobbs stepped out, his face a combination of red and blue, a flyswatter in hand. “Steal my fruit, will you!”
Jerry looked at Mr. Cobbs and then at the Delicious apple, evidence in his hand, and then back at Mr. Cobbs as he charged up the steps two at a time.
Jerry stood with his hand wrapped about the big apple, squeezing it until drops of juice wet his fingers. Apples fell rapidly with each tiny quiver of his hand against the bin.
Mr. Cobbs was almost to the pavement and shaking the flyswatter at the boy. He was about to shout again when he stepped on an apple laying bruised and round upon the upper most step. Cobbs stopped perfectly still in the middle of his movement. He dropped the flyswatter and the hand that had held it reached for the edge of the bin. The man missed by an inch. He stumbled backward down the steps, crashing against the door with such force the lower hinge pulled from the wood and flapped back and forth displaying its three screws.
Jerry’s eyes widened and his legs unglued to carry him to the security of the drugstore alley.
Jerry turned and looked back. He could hear Mr. Cobbs moaning. People were gathering. Somebody shouted, a woman with a high-excited voice, yelled, “get a doctor” and a man run up the black stairs into the liquor store.
Jerry wanted to run to the fruit stand and fall on top of Mr. Cobbs and tell him he was sorry for being a bad boy, that he would never do it again, that he would work for Mr. Cobbs to pay for his theft. But his heart beat against his chest and he edged backward. When he saw Mr. Cobbs helped from the pit of the steps and walk about hacking and choking, he stepped back a bit further into the alley. At least the man was not dead. He should take the apple, the big red Delicious still held in his small hand, over to the vendor, hand it to the man and take his punishment, but as Mr. Cobbs got his breath his eyes darkened and his face reddened and his lips moved with strong words. Jerry gently set the apple on the pavement and left it to be found after he was gone.
As he ran away, he sniffed his hands. There was a strong odor of apple upon them. He could stop at Timmy’s house and ask to wash his hands, but when he arrived at his friend’s place he didn’t stop and didn’t go to the door and didn’t wash his hands. Jerry wiped a tear from his cheek where it left a wavy red line and ran to his own house and to the greeting smile of his mother.
He kissed her on the cheek, grasping her forearm for support as he stood tippy-toed to reach her face.
“What have you been up to today,” she asked.
“Nothing.”
She smiled and left him, going toward the kitchen to start dinner. Jerry sighed. She hadn’t smelled the apple juice making his fingers sticky.
Jerry smiled until he saw a dark red appearing upon his mother’s arm where he had touched her. It was only splotches the size of his finger tips, but as she walked down the hallway he could see it spread. As his mother disappeared into the kitchen she scratched at the growing rash. A moment later he heard her gasp for breath.
One wouldn’t think an apple could cause so much trouble.
L. E. Meredith © 2008
